Sunday, 25 November 2012

过程

好累 好累 好累
最近我的生活就只能用这2个字形容
每天的早出晚归快让我喘不过气了
排戏 宣传 功课 好累
这整个星期都在努力当中 为了呈现最好的 就只有不断的努力
不能埋怨 因为这是自己选的 需负责任
那天  她的信息提醒了我些我失去的东西
再累 再困 也要想想当初为什么选择这条路
会做每一件事情都有他的原因
只要找回当初的热忱 紧记 就不会那么容易迷失
做回自己很难  要追梦更难
一旦你有了那个机会 就要珍惜 在苦都要走下去
人生没有多少次能做到自己想做的事情
对!演戏 站上舞台 演舞台剧 是我的梦
我现在 在往着这方向前进!
苦 哭 无助 被否定 批评 无奈 都不能阻挡我往我要去的方向!
我相信  有付出 就有收获!
有困难才显得成功的伟大
有梦就不怕痛!

Saturday, 17 November 2012

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心情真的跌到谷里。。。很糟糕。。。
但是。。更糟糕的是又疲惫又心痛有无助。。
迷失中。。。失去了动力。。。热忱。。。
那件事。。只能说我也被影响了。。。影响很深很深。。。一直重复在问?为什么会这样。
有到那么严重的地步吗?好不想面对这件事。。不想接受这是事实。。。。
是不是给的关心不够?是不是我们疏忽了什么?或是。。。我们真的把他当成超人了。。
忘了。。他也需要我们。。。。。。。。
演变成这种地步。。。。让我也想到我自己。。。。
或许。。。或现在也是这样。。。。我比他还来的糟糕吧。。。至少。。他得到了治疗。。而帮助我的天使仍然没出现。。。或等到他出现时我已经不再是我了吧。。。
有时。。我觉得自己真的很渺小。。。很无能。。。
或许我真的已经在绊倒别人了吧。。。
太多的未知数。。。。
好郁闷。。。。 我接收不到!
好无助。。。。也只有这样。。。。。
日子终究要过。。。。。。

Tuesday, 13 November 2012

Depression

Our Public Service Announcement -- Depression is in progress !!!
I was great that i was the Production Manager for this production....
 It was my very 1st time that work on this position.. Do learn many things and i tried my best to lead my members.
I was so glad that i have a group of good and nice members..... and glad to be in this group....
We took a great challenge for this time. We shoot it in ONE TAKE SHOT !
What i can say is it seem like very easy but it was FREAKING HARD!!
We had to keep repeating due to some little minor mistakes.. 
The worse things came is when we need our actress cries just in few seconds ~~~
SO ,,,the result is HARD and DIFFICULT wey ~
We have many FIRST time trying in this production...
This is our first time doing one take shot..
First Time we work on our production for 10 hours or even more without resting ..
First Time we have set design ( decorate it as Ah Long )...
First Time we shoot crying scene .....
First Time we have our Dolly ( end with we do not use ) 
The result ....will be uploaded here soon ~!
Recently kept raining and it made our production lagi worse and hard to shoot.....
Hope everything will be alright !
Hwating our new production =D
Going to have more complete details about this production soon ~