过程

好累 好累 好累
最近我的生活就只能用这2个字形容
每天的早出晚归快让我喘不过气了
排戏 宣传 功课 好累
这整个星期都在努力当中 为了呈现最好的 就只有不断的努力
不能埋怨 因为这是自己选的 需负责任
那天  她的信息提醒了我些我失去的东西
再累 再困 也要想想当初为什么选择这条路
会做每一件事情都有他的原因
只要找回当初的热忱 紧记 就不会那么容易迷失
做回自己很难  要追梦更难
一旦你有了那个机会 就要珍惜 在苦都要走下去
人生没有多少次能做到自己想做的事情
对！演戏 站上舞台 演舞台剧 是我的梦
我现在 在往着这方向前进！
苦 哭 无助 被否定 批评 无奈 都不能阻挡我往我要去的方向！
我相信  有付出 就有收获！
有困难才显得成功的伟大

有梦就不怕痛！

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心情真的跌到谷里。。。很糟糕。。。
但是。。更糟糕的是又疲惫又心痛有无助。。
迷失中。。。失去了动力。。。热忱。。。
那件事。。只能说我也被影响了。。。影响很深很深。。。一直重复在问？为什么会这样。
有到那么严重的地步吗？好不想面对这件事。。不想接受这是事实。。。。
是不是给的关心不够？是不是我们疏忽了什么？或是。。。我们真的把他当成超人了。。
忘了。。他也需要我们。。。。。。。。
演变成这种地步。。。。让我也想到我自己。。。。
或许。。。或现在也是这样。。。。我比他还来的糟糕吧。。。至少。。他得到了治疗。。而帮助我的天使仍然没出现。。。或等到他出现时我已经不再是我了吧。。。
有时。。我觉得自己真的很渺小。。。很无能。。。
或许我真的已经在绊倒别人了吧。。。
太多的未知数。。。。
好郁闷。。。。 我接收不到！
好无助。。。。也只有这样。。。。。
日子终究要过。。。。。。

Depression

Our Public Service Announcement -- Depression is in progress !!!

I was great that i was the Production Manager for this production....

 It was my very 1st time that work on this position.. Do learn many things and i tried my best to lead my members.

I was so glad that i have a group of good and nice members..... and glad to be in this group....

We took a great challenge for this time. We shoot it in ONE TAKE SHOT !

What i can say is it seem like very easy but it was FREAKING HARD!!

We had to keep repeating due to some little minor mistakes.. 

The worse things came is when we need our actress cries just in few seconds ~~~

SO ,,,the result is HARD and DIFFICULT wey ~

We have many FIRST time trying in this production...

This is our first time doing one take shot..

First Time we work on our production for 10 hours or even more without resting ..

First Time we have set design ( decorate it as Ah Long )...

First Time we shoot crying scene .....

First Time we have our Dolly ( end with we do not use ) 

The result ....will be uploaded here soon ~!

Recently kept raining and it made our production lagi worse and hard to shoot.....

Hope everything will be alright !

Hwating our new production =D
Going to have more complete details about this production soon ~

Dream

What i can say is my life is very super busy plus tired everyday ~!
BUT i really do enjoy this life very much because i'm very clear that what i am doing for everyday...
Besides assignment....i joined D'Journey 舞台剧...... 
Yeap ...i love to act very very much ~!
As i really join and practice...i just realize that i'm not so pro in acting..
many things still yet to improve..
.i must really work hard on that in order to give the best performance in the actual date ~!
I met some awesome people there.... They are really pro ... have to learn from them..
Anyhow.....I LOVE THIS SO MUCH ~!
Going to study for tomorrow midterm...

The drama that i act ~! Love it so much ~!

Screening Day !

It was the very 1st time i saw our team production being screened in the cinema !

Our short film has been screened on TGV Cinema , KLCC ! 

The feeling was so excited and excited and excited ! 

and i saw me myself appeared in the big big big screen with that weird acting ! Damn paiseh seriously !

It just like a confirmation to me that i have to put more effort to go on broadcaster this road !

I hope to become actress and director future ~! Sound impossible but i'll tried my best to chase my dream !

Back to the topic , i had spend RM 20 to the cinema and watch almost 10 short films that produced by different producer. I actually quite admire some team's cinematography and their story line was really great and attracting ! It means that we still need to have more and more improvement on that !

Same screening time with E5~! Group Photos of that day !

 With one of the pretty girls ~One of the main characters of others short film. Btw , she is so beautiful and gorgeous ~ Tall , fair skin ..............and many ~

 E4 cheers ~

With my lecturer ~ the best lecturer that i ever meet ! Thanks You and I love u so much !

After screening , have a walk in Fahrenheit and Times Square. However , i wish to but a pairs of high heels but i din get it due to i was super tired and i've no idea y m so tired that day ~ 

Great things of that day.. bought my self a pair of red shoes and plain white tees .....

This is our Sixteen Dut Production Video. That is what we done in 48 hours. Not da good but we've tried out best ! Enjoy ~

48 hours Project !

Yeap ...i was super tired now.. but dun noe why do not have the feel to sleep...
so decided to blog something since i did not update this blog for long long time.........
For this blog , i gonna jot down every single moment experience that i been through in 
48 HOURS  FILM PROJECT !!! 
" From DREAM to SCREEN" just in 48 hours " that's the slogan for d  competition ! Act i love the slogan very much.. it means a lots ! This is the competition that let all the people to produce one short film ( not more than 7 minutes ) in 48 hours ! Initially, what i think of  was what a crazy competition ! Can i really produce a short film within this short period of time ! like OMG face...=.=

This is the logo of 48 hours film project. And now i gotta proudly announced that my team Sixteen Dut Production really did it and our video names KillerS. !! 

Today was the screening day. Before going to detail part , i wanted to blog about the production process. For the 3 days 2 night , we slept in TARC classroom which was M004. A good environment with air-cond. better than my hostel just the bed problem...

First night (5/10/2012 Friday ) 

After knowing we got DARK COMEDY this theme , we started to brain storming and come out the story. For the whole night , we had to come out the idea that how to make people laugh and the part that we have to make it become suspense since our theme was Dark Comedy --means that we had to have comedy plus suspense or thriller elements inside. Wow ! it just sound hard and it was really. It took us many times to come out so called perfect idea. After that , started to think every details of the scene and then jot it down. Sometimes , we even acted it out so that we really can get the whole image of how to shoot. After this bili bala things , i have the chance to sleep in the morning 6a.m.(have to wake up on 7a.m) But what the bad things was all my classmates had already woke up and the fellow who slept beside me was so noisy ....then conclusion i din even slept for the day.

Second and Third Night (6-7/10/2012 )

The next morning , continue working! Spirit ! We dare not to delay anything. We scare that we can't even finish all the things by time. We planned to do our shooting on Saturday and started to edit in the following day. Thanks GOD that the whether was nice and super duper hot and everything was just going smooth ! Thanks GOD again. Between , i also become one of the sub- actress inside. Act a TOMBOY... and this character was really spoil my image ! We completed all our shooting on Saturday. Our last scene was the most leceh things ! We have to walk around to every room to borrow Japan Selipar just because our last scene needed it so much ! 

After that , officially started our editing.

Initially i have to help out on editing and i eager to do so... but due to the tiredness , i slept almost 4 hours than being woke up by one of my classmates to take over the place of my friend ( she already slept on the table ). Everything going smooth until the time we got to render it out !  There are lots of problems suddenly jumped our. We can't even render. I was very nervous that time ! we have to submit this video to KL Tower by 10.30p.m.... Right until 9 p.m , we still didn't render it out ! OMGosh !! I started to pray to Lord Jesus and thanks GOD that he answered my prayer and our video has been rendered out by 9.30 p.m !!!!! Oh YA ~ Happy girl !!!!!!!

I actually learned many things through this competition. The most important thing was the relationship between DBC 2 improved lots. That was because we had the same motive , same purpose and same feeling as well !!!! Appreciate all the peeps that helped us in this competition and my dearest lecturer !! Miss LOH !!! She always the best !!! and all the members that giving their best co-operation.... Without them , we can't really complete this video. Like what broadcaster loves to say... It is not ONE MAN SHOW in the production !!! Team Spirit !! Sixteen Dut Production and DBC 2 Rocks !!!!

That's all for tonight! Will be updated the screening situation soon <3<3

Here are some pictures that taken during 48 hours !

 The 1st day !!!! All wore red or pink tops !!

Yam Cha after the submitting !!!! Gathering !

 E4 usual pose ~ Dut !!!!!

 DBC 2 Rocks !!!! 

 Doing editing !!!!!

 I love the CAP so much !!!!!! Always love to capture these type of funny picture ~

Shooting beside the swimming pool.

Wedding Party

Alright !!! I'm now in HOLIDAY !! Holiday mood on !!!!!
Hmm ...Start to update my blog now since ..............Long time didn't update ...
As i read back my blog , i realize that i forgot to blog about my friend's wedding party that held on the end of February....
Alright..Gonna write about this today. Their Wedding Party was AMAZED and TOUCH !!!!
Let's start about with their Wedding Ceremony. Wedding ceremony held in Hope Church. The decorations was all by our Church Members. Men power and as well Girls Power !!!
I was in charge in the decorations also. Some of us were cutting the board , Stick the paper , Iron the cushion and bla bla  Lots if things to do that night. We did until 12a.m plus. It was so tired but damn enjoy the whole process. Just feel like it was so sweet to have wedding ceremony in Church.

 Teng teng and I were in charge of doing the painting job....

 Before the decoration ....BUT i forgot to take the after decoration =.=

Okay ..The ceremony started on morning. All of us were request to wear either white or purple colour attire. The flow of the ceremony was so smooth and touch. Just gonna use the photos to showed how great is the ceremony.

 Just wanna showed the decoration of the stage.Look's great right ..???It looked like a garden.

 With a cute baby ~

 LOVE this photo until the max !!! White ladies..lol 

 With my beloved "Ah Gor"

With the bridegroom Mr steven.

The next day was the wedding dinner Klang .( if i not mistaken. Forgot the place ady )


I become the usher of da day ~ Have lots of fun there !!!! Great !! The dinner started with a dance " NOBODY" Funny but lovely. Both bride and bridegroom enter the ballroom with this dance !! It is LOVE !!!! Besides , there broadcast some of the videos about how they met each others , how the bridegroom propose... and giving thanks to their parents. I just feel that the section of giving thanks was so so important and it is a MUST to do in a wedding ceremony. Okay. Gotto show photos to ended up this post. Hope Both of them will Sweet and be together Forever and ever !!!! 

 The attire of that dinner .....

 With my usher team leader ....no idea why d bride will behind us ~hahaha

With my dearest ~

 My housemate

 Usher Team !! Huh!!

 One of d craziest photo !!!

 With some EMS brothers sisters